So it has been such a weekend. I left things a little unspecific, and with such a weekend full of trial and tribulations, I’ve realized I wanted to just write it out to you guys. Letting you guys know what has been happening, not just the good stuff though I am so happy that all these things have happen. And grateful for the friends I have met and managed to keep during this trying time.
I will start at the beginning, I applied at Walt Disney and got a face to face interview, I went and I did great, and was told I would be hired in May for the Seasonal Position as a Photographer. After the interview, me and my darling girlfriend went to the McDonalds, where I recieved word that my aunt, a surrogate mother to me, pasted on. I recieved this word via text and let me tell you it is not the way, I wanted to hear this news. It was so impersonal, and I literally quite lost the breath out of my body and I went into a state of shock. Well I went through that struggle and can’t say I’m over it but I can say thanks to my friends and family, the pain has eased.
On saturday I had a wonderful day of work and kept up with it perfect and did really good all together. But that night I got word that my girlfriend, had a seizure. This was heart breaking, I knew she would consider this a threat to her dreams of moving out, and later found out it was also a threat to her career choice. She thought she had faced and conquered this plague on her body. She has to find out what the cause is and how to stop it. While she is going through this process she cannot drive til threats of seizures or in the past. So if its just the one she had out of stress, or out of circumstances, it’ll be 6 months before she get behind the wheel of a car again. I’ve gone through alot of this because it is a big part of my life now because it is her well being. I can not do very much for her other than support and being a rock and her support through this trying time. I’ll admit I am terrified and worried about her saftey and her health but things like this are out of my control, no matter how much I hate it. She will be able to talk to me about everything she’s going through and I will listen and research and give her intelligent feed back. This is going to be a long process but together I know we can get through it, and be a stronger couple for it.
The day before I broke my big right toe, which hurts but really can’t be fixed with any sort of cast or splint. It has delayed my workout regimen but not stopped me completely. It was just Tuesday that I walked 4 hours just to see my girlfriend who lives in Deland. A walk I would do again, once the effects of the last walk are in the past. I also got moved to a bigger room which basically means I can and will be doing a little more hosting. And I have scheduled my drivers test for next Friday. Thats all I can think of right now, until next time, stay safe and stay happy.